Happy Halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was reading some old journals a few nights ago. It's so hard to read through them and remember the moments and feelings of those years. I wish I could say I'm far away from the person who wrote those words, but I'm not. I have the same insecurities, the same fears, the same pain. I guess I also have to remember that I have the same hopes, desires and heart. I can't help but wonder who I will be when I read this in 4 years. My guess is the same. Exactly the same.

There is something comforting in that.

Quick Update

My insomnia is back and my artistic talent is missing.

I was in the Barnes and Noble at Union Square tonight after work looking for a book and there was this guy lurking in the aisles of the fiction section. I couldn't figure out what he was doing, until I witnessed it myself. He would plant a book (High Fidelity by Hornsby) in the wrong place and wait for a cute girl to walk by. Then he would stop her and ask her if she had read it. If she said no, he would explain the plot to her, and if she said yes he would ask her how she felt about it. I couldn't believe this guy's "game". I wanted to tell him that perhaps next time he should pick a book without misogynistic undertones, but he didn't ask MY opinion, so he can strike out on his own.

I love NY.

Random Thought 1000

We have to register for conferences, for school and to vote. What if we had to register to love?

I'm a baseball traitor

Yes, I'm sorry for betraying the Yankees, but a co-worker invited me to the last Mets game of the season today and I went! She and I had a blast, it was a great game and it was SO nice to get out and do something new.




The Food Network makes me hungry.

Have a little faith

My furniture project is finally done and I must say it turned out ok in the end. My apartment is back in order and it is such a nice feeling. I'm so habitual, when things are out of place, my whole being is affected and I find myself totally out of sorts. It's nice to have sanity again. (For those readers who know me, please stop laughing! I have sanity.....sometimes)

I need to start taking photographs again. I have taken only a handful since coming to NY. I've neglected that part of me for too long now, it's time to regain my focus. I see so many sights I want to capture, but for some reason can't bring myself to freeze them. It's been months since I had a camera in my hand. Film used to be like oxygen to me, now I breathe too easily without it.

On a side note, the song being played at work now is called Therapy. LOL