Monday, February 21, 2005

I know I don't make sense.

There is a part of me that does not want to sleep. My worry has no pause. no mute. no off. no hold.

My past is never a memory. My mistakes are never lessons learned.

My thoughts are those of a drugged person, though they are natural to me.

Perhaps my 4.8 hour average is getting the better of me.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

I did the math

Ok for one week I kept track of how much (or how little) I slept and here are the results:

On average I sleep 4.8 hours a night

That's not bad at all really. I mean some nights I'm not sleeping at all, but a weekly average of 5 hours a night....not bad at all!!

Saturday, February 12, 2005

No offense

But I f*cking HATE men...dating...relationships. It's all crap. Nobody cares about getting to know a person's mind anymore, it's all about finding the hottest girl they can "score" with. I doubted that love existed before, and now I truly know that there is no such thing. I SO hate humanity.