Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Looking up continued

I wonder now if my parental idealism is what causes the gap that exists between myself and my parents. I suppose there are many factors that contribute, generational divide, personality differences, circumstance...maybe by holding them up, I'm holding them apart.They seem like strangers to me most of the time. Idealistic Strangers. I wish they understood me, my life, my art. I know they look at themselves and wonder how they raised someone so polar opposite to them. I still look up to them though, want their approval.And yet another one of my MANY contradictions.....

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