Sunday, January 27, 2008

It was supposed to get easier.....

It's been months since Tennis Guy ended things. The newness of the pain had subsided and slowly I started to get used to the idea of dating again. I still missed him, but it was getting easier.

Until tonight. I accidentally stumbled upon his blog. I was cleaning up old bookmarks and clicked on the link before deleting it. He's dating someone....and it all hurts again. Everyone I dates moves on and gets a new person so easily. I get nobody.

Sigh.

6 comments:

PinksandBluesGirls said...

Oh, Kai, I'm so sorry. I know how that feels. It will happen for you, I just know it. Don't give up hope!! You're an amazing person and the RIGHT man is out there, waiting for you, too!!

xo,
Jane

Seeking Solace said...

Hugs!!!!

Just because he has someone else, does not necessarily mean he is happy. Who knows, maybe karma will strike and he will feel your pain.

Cheeky said...

Oh {{{{HUGS}}}} to you my friend!

KathyR said...

Oh, dear. I know it's hard. But this is the assvice I've given on the subject since I was younger than you are:

Any man who isn't smart enough to want you doesn't deserve you. Let 'em go.

Not that that makes you feel a lot better right now. But it's true. And his being the human pinball of love is no reflection on you. So there.

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